
Sunday, 26 April 2009
Love it or not..

I have under the last couple of weeks been thinking of it's okey to love someone or if I shall stop even trying it. I have once been so In love and it was sooo great, I would walk over water for him. But he is dead today, and no that wasn't my fault, but it's still hurts.
I have for a long while talked to a nice guy that I feel alot more then just like a friend. When I was over the sea and meet him I was in heaven or what u can call it. But yeah I miss him, I need him...
I want to go there again. But it would be cool to bring my brother whit me also because he miss his country too, yeah my brother is from uk. I so want him to meet this guy, not that I really need him to aprove him or so but.. yeah maybe I would feel better if he would. He do know this guy from chatting online with him and so, but they have never meet eachother, and yeah call me daft or something, I just want to show him.
It's like I can't let me love him to fully, but I can't think of anything else. I have not been a nun or something and always been waaay to free typing in chats etc *giggles* but the last 2 weeks I don't feel its fun anymore. I don't want it or need it.
I have been talking to my brother alot about this and I just love him for beeing there for me when I needed it. It's not that I have to many friends I can talk about how I really feel for other ppl. So bro: Thx for beeing there for me *bows*
Death knocks on the door
Friday, 24 April 2009
B-days b-days b-days...

Everyone seems to have a b-day atm. My friends and my mum and more. I don't know how I ever would afford to buy presents to them all.
My mum want me to come over at sunday and my friend what me there on sat.. I need to go and see more also.. so I'm boocked for a week now..
I just know it will be tooooo much cake...
Pay day ohhh glory day
Today its finally payday. We havent wait for that ohhh noooo.. lol
I'm so going to go and eat something good and meet up friends and yeah i dunno I just have to do something other then sit home and be bored and not have any cash. I know that after today I will not have any cash anyway, but I so wanna enjoy the day as it is anyway.
Did read the local newspaper today and in it was a story about a gir expecting twins, they have add her blog adress so I just had to sneak over and read her blog and say gratz hehe.
2h left at work and im off to go and see friends and go cut my hair off *mohahahahaaaa*
I'm so going to go and eat something good and meet up friends and yeah i dunno I just have to do something other then sit home and be bored and not have any cash. I know that after today I will not have any cash anyway, but I so wanna enjoy the day as it is anyway.
Did read the local newspaper today and in it was a story about a gir expecting twins, they have add her blog adress so I just had to sneak over and read her blog and say gratz hehe.
2h left at work and im off to go and see friends and go cut my hair off *mohahahahaaaa*
Thursday, 19 March 2009
A new life a new time
I know i havent been here alot after getting back from uk, but i have had a busy life.. And that i dont have any cash, and got fired from work dosnt help.. so atm.. it all suck.. but yeah..
So now i dont work as much nights as i always do.. i going into day shift more or less.. and that.. i dunno...
I will try to make me update my sites, trust me this isnt the only one.. cya next time...
So now i dont work as much nights as i always do.. i going into day shift more or less.. and that.. i dunno...
I will try to make me update my sites, trust me this isnt the only one.. cya next time...
Thursday, 22 January 2009
Better late then never...
I have been so busy with my life that I haven't had time to update this blog. But I did guess it was time to write something. I have been in UK for a while ago, after that I have been working and been very sick. I got the flue and then was laying in bed for 5 days.
I need to update my sites and my blogs i know i know...
And I will.. later.. u will see I will come back in under the night.. when i have more time...
I need to update my sites and my blogs i know i know...
And I will.. later.. u will see I will come back in under the night.. when i have more time...
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